So, I am looking back, mostly because I feel like my memory is getting tired and I have to reread emails and my own blog to remember what happened to me, or how I felt about it
This past year I:
gained and lost an antagonist
got a little bit more confident
struggled with being one woman in a sea of male musicians
threw parties I was proud of, but they were never enough
played shows for a few people
played shows for a slew of people
doubted my talent and then had a good laugh at that one
made some of the best friends I have ever made
became radio obsessed
went to some of my most favorite rock shows: ice cream!!
adopted slogans like: "who put this shit on?" and "you don't know what you think about, this?!"
watched my childhood friends get married off to handsome fellows
learned that making an album can be really fun and full of wizards
committed to Cheetah Button
made a full length album, when I meant to make an EP
started a job that feels integral in its challenges
Suffered at the hands of heartache
loved my family more and more
texted out
had my own kind of owl party
tried to dress more like my brother
felt patriotic for the first time in my life
disappointed myself
praised myself
went swimming in cold cold water
moved into my house on the hill
burnt a hole through the porch
tried to party like a rock star
decided to admit to more of my shortcomings
Of course there are so many other things that happened, and if I was patient enough I could really go through and make note of them all, but I am not patient.
And here to send us with good tidings into the next year is my spirit animal:
BADGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!